My Love x Justin Timberlake Feat. T.I

Birthday entry shall be done up soon once I'm done collage-ing everything, cos there's quite a number of photos taken, with different people on different days.

And NO Han, you DO NOT look gay in any of 'em -_-
And NO Germs, George Washington isn't your husband.
And baby sister still owes me a pair of shoes!! HEH.
Pretty fulfilling birthday, especially the one that was celebrated on the 26th itself.
So damnnnnnnnnnnn awesome.

Digresses.

Marquee Troupe II taking up a lot of my time, so much so that I told my supervisor I can't come to work till further notice.
And taking the Typhoid and Flu jabs with them at TTSH realreal soon.
They're real nice, fun people!
And I learnt Thai.

Chan che Shikin ka.
Hong num yu ni tai?
PENG MAK MAK!
or Linda's version Mak Pek Pek -_-

Digresses.

Hari Raya this year pretty slackish.
But show me the mon-ay.
Lotsa Yusof Ishaks rolling in thus far, satisfying my needs and wants.
*huge grin*

Alright, y'all.
Gotta go deal with Operating Systems now.
Which is such a !#$*%@ module.
Urghhh.

I don't wanna feel

The way that I do

I just wanna be

Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it
Straight from my heart

I miss you

What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I'll always believe

You and I can make it through

And I still know I can't get over you

And, when our love seems to fade away

Listen to me, hear what I say.

I'll always believe.

Righttttt.
5th week into Semester 2 and I've gotten veryvery interesting comments from my facilitators.
Let's see 'em.

Web Application : Which is SHITTY, cos we deal with codes every single week. With no source codes given! I don't really favour this module and I strongly believe that the first UT grade I acquired was a "tyco grade".

Comments by Ashwin:

Your performance was, as usual, very satisfactory. You always work very hard in the class. Your strong motivation and urge to learn more also pushes to do your best in order to find the solutions of the problems. Very often, I have noticed that you use the 2nd breakout to work with your friend from another team. I think that this opportunity allows both of you to learn from one another.You must improve your programming skills. You are already quite good compared to others. But there is always room for improvement.Another aspect that you must improve is your punctuality. You have been late for a few classes, and I did not lower your grades, even though I am supposed to do so. But I feel that assigning a lower grade may cause your motivation to fade out. So, please try to be on time. The school is also very strict on this matter now.This morning we discussed the UT answers. If you have any queries, you can still ask me or your friends.

-------------RJ-----------
I think that your good grades for UT1 were the results of your hard-work. Most probably some help from your friends was also useful, but your personal efforts account for most it. As you mentioned, now use the good grade as a motivator to excel, and gain even more momentum.Of course, we must be prepared to write lots of codes and debug in the future weeks, but these are fun! Don’t you think so?

OH MY GOD ASHWIN!
Damn long,can!?


System Analysis and Design : Which I don't understand cos every week, you draw diagram after diagram and you study and analysis the designs of corporations, businesses and blahs. Urgh.

Comments by Soon:

Shikin, you did very well today but were late for class. You raise good questions during Meeting 2, but could have performed better in Meeting 3. Yes, I enjoyed myself very much today, and I hope you do, including all future classes.


I've to do something about my punctuality, man.
2nd faci to have voiced that out.


Sales Management : An elective module which is soooo totally awesome. Every week, we do something new, without a power point presentation. Sammy Arvis is kinda cute too. Hehs.

Comments by Sammy:

I noticed you were a bit shy during the 2nd meeting, I think you shouldn’t be. You had some interesting points to make. Your participation in 3rd meeting was satisfactory because you made 2 interesting comments about other teams’ role plays.That is a very interesting example which shows how important it is.

I'm shy,eh?
Goshhhh. First time someone said that.

Operating Systems Concept : Which is sucky cos you study motherboards and RAM and whatever stuff that BOYS are more into. Boys like TRISTAN. And honestly, the facilitator, Ben Gay, is kinda... weird.

Comments by Ben:

You have raised a few good points here. I see you are positive about this module. You were able to distinguish the importance. One thing to take note is the calculation for clock rate. You might want to pay extra attention to it.

Honestly, I don't even remember seeing anything about "clock rates".
Like what the hell is that, and how does that benefit me at all??

IT Security & Management : Which is kinda okay cos the facilitator's really nice =) And somehow, I enjoy finding out how to hack and crash into people's networks, how to sniff out passwords and all that.

Comments by Tek Ming:

Ha ha ha....thanks for being honest with your view. Can't blame you for thinking that way. To a student, it is important to obtain good grades. It is useful when getting a place in a university and useful when applying for job.You're definately not the only one taking this approach. I'm sure many will abuse it for their personal gain.
I've students telling me they will use this ability for Toto and 4D. Ha ha ha...I should say it is human nature for thinking that way. Fortunately this is a fictitious scenerio set for the fun of it in RJ. Otherwise, for the grade case, it will be a serious breach of the confidentiality and integrity of the grading system.
Thanks for your time and effort in writing your RJ. I've enjoyed reading it. Despite what you wrote I'm sure if such situation arises, you will handle it in an upright manner.I'm also glad you've enjoy the lesson. Hope you will continue to do so for the remaining weeks.
Thanks for the feedback too. I didn't know I have hypnotizing skill. Will make sure I switch to a non-hypnotizing skill in future lessons. The last thing I want is to make my students sleepy. I want to make them relax but not to the extend of going into sweet dream mode.
Generally I'm happy with the performance of this class. You like the rest have put in effort. I may not see the extra sparks from you to award you an A but I'm sure you're not short of any ability to achieve it in future lessons. Thanks again for your wonderful RJ. Cheers!

Another DAMN long one.
But it shows he puts in effort to sorta validate me and I appreciate it.
He gave me an A the following week too.

Hahaha.
This semester's gonna be pretty interesting.
More A's please!

Geylang last night was SUCH A HORROR.

I bumped into a lot of old peeps though.

Kept on having to stop to shriek a lil + hug + exchange numbers + move away with promises of lunch or dinner.

And while I was there, I reallyreally felt the atmosphere of Raya.

I can't wait!

*Digresses*

I've been baking... ALOT.

Pictures would be uploaded soon yeap?

=)

I still don't know how I manage the time to bake though.

Let's see.

Mondays to Fridays - School takes up most of the day

Saturdays & Sundays - Off to work at friggin 6 a.m.

I forgot how it feels like to have a weekend break.

I can't even keep track of the days of the week.

BUT

I do know that Raya is in 2 friggin short days!

And I've yet to buy me a new bedsheet + quilt cover set.

My bed and quilt now is like... snow white.

It needs colour.

Window has no drapes up yet.

But I cleared my room out... and changed the pictures in the frames with new ones.

I'm satisfied.

AND

I do know I'll be turning 18 in a few more days.

Dad : How old would u be turning this year? 17?

Me : God. You don't even know your eldest kid's age. *scowls* 18 lar.

Dad: Oh my god. I've been a dad for 18 years now.

Me : Yeah. I can register to marry already, know *cheeky grin*

Dad :*throws the newspaper he was reading at me* Your head arh. You don't even know how to operate the washing machine, wanna marry already. Tsk.

Gosh Fatherrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Oh my god.

I think I'm really going to Thailand this December.

2 weeks, with Bob Tan and the Marquee Troupe people.

Greetings Nurul

Bob here.
Can we have a chat with you sometime this week?

When's good?

Cheers

I'm nerve-wrecked!!!
And he called me "Nurul".
Mannnn.
That's bad, Bob.

A Day Late x Anberlin

Right.
Lotsa people I know have been saying that they REALLYREALLYREALLY wanna go to Vivocity

Yes,yes... Over one million square feet, largest cinema... blahblahblah.

But really when I went there, its just like Marina Square, only bigger.
Esprit, Missha,Topshop, Warehouse, Crocs, Giant Hypermarket... they're all there, though only 60% of the shops are opened.

And as usual (and as a plus-point to the female population of Singapore!!), its overladden with women wear, accessories shops, shoe shops and all things girly.

I went to catch a movie there.
Scoop.

Which was soooo NOT worth my $8.
The seats are kinda awkward for me.
Its turquoise-ish plush, with a little wooden table at the front of the arm rest, to be shared by two.

But of ALL the things that made Vivocity HUGE.
I like the dock at the top best.
Its a wide, open-aired space that overlooks the waters that connects Sentosa to Harbourfront.
Really nice place to be at (=

Formal wear for Sammy's Sales Management class tomorrow.

And Fred already said he's gonna go all out.

Blazer, tie, long sleeved button downs, the works.

We'll see =P

So Contagious x Acceptance

Someone got Class 2 licence already SEH.
If I got it right that is... Class 2 eh??
Hehs.

Goodbye Gilera RunnerSP50(a.k.a Lily. Don't ask)

Hello Honda CB400 Super Four (a.k.a Cupid. This is even lamer lar, Is -_- )

Ok, happy now?

Your public announcement has been made.

You owe me big time =P

Run x Snow Patrol

My mind's all mangled.
Like... I don't know what's happening around me.
I put on this smile and hyperness, but for how long can i put up with these pretence?


Thus far, things are pretty alright, I suppose.
Only that seemingly, I look at everything from a different view, with a different objective.
I don't even know if that's good or bad.


I used to love it when October comes.


Used to, being the main word here.


Urgh.
Stop it already.

I talked to Mum today. While baking cookies and such.

And I poured everything out like I've never poured to anyone before... and I wanted so badly to cry, to let go of everything so that she knows... and I think somehow, she knows..everything.

Well, almost.

The painful ones, I wanna keep them for my own.

To stop caring, is to stop loving - The Notebook

Fix You x Coldplay

An ordinary being who made everything else loads more memorable.
And right now, I'm wishing I had many more memories created.
It could never suffice... no matter how long... or how many.

A want which turned into a need.
A need which somehow weaved itself into every single thing in my life that was downright damn important to me.

Waking up everyday knowing that you've something to live for.
Someone to look up to.
Someone to give you strength, hope, to love and to hold.

It's different waking up from my sleep knowing that you're not mine anymore.












When you love someone but it goes to waste...
What could be worst?

Sound Effects and Overdramatic x The Used

I'm feeling veryveryvery random.
So, don't mind me if I keep skipping from one topic to another.

Needing something really badly would surely trigger one to do anything within his/her means to achieve it...
Right?

I DON'T KNOW.
It's not in MY place to say.

Andddddddddddd...
Andddddddddddd...
Farhan asked me what I wanted for the 26th.

*coughs*BodyShopPerfume*wheezes*RunningOutOfSupplyAtHome*cough*

Ahem.
I'm fine, thank you.

I'm in a particularly good, jumpy,bouncy mood today.

Andddddddddddd...
Andddddddddddd...
Saw Shaz on my way to W2 and she practically screamed across the Agora;
"KAK SKINNNN!!! I GOT PRISON BREAK'S ENTIRE SEASON!!" *bounces**jumps*hops*

Lala went something like,
"Another jumpy person... -_-" "

And both Shaz and I were kinda bouncing up and down, holding hands in the middle of Agora... for no apparent reason.
Hyperness was and still is; addictive (=

Andddddddddddd...
Andddddddddddd...
I miss my long fringe.
I miss being irritated by it.
I miss blowing it away when it gets into my eye or tickles my nose.
I miss tucking it behind my ear.

I need it to grow back before my birthday....

Andddddddddd....

Andddddddddd....

I miss......
A whole lot.
Alotalotalot.

Miss what?
My fringe, lar.
*sighs*

*the entry's kinda irritating with the "Anddddddd...Anddddddddd", right? I know!

Choke On This x Senses Fail

Change of blogskin.

Credited to Ayul =D

Who dealt very well with me who was a very petty "client"

Thanks, hon...

For my very own personalised skin from NutingDzines.

Now, go get your ass to Starbucks.

Liar (It Takes One To Know One) x Taking Back Sunday

If I were to type text into an entry today, it'll automatically incline itself towards emo-ism.
So, I'll save both YOU and ME the trouble and let loose some photos instead.
Deal?
Good.

Meet bound-to-be-twoyearsold-Zulhailah Nafira... or I think that's her name. We just call her Ira.

She's so minute... so much so that I keep on wanting to squeeze her into a tiny box whenever this lil' tyke comes screeching to a halt just below my knee. And she jabbers. A whole lot of mish-mash. It all sounds like "Kokipo" or "Ichaaa!!!". So, to communicate, I'd make the same sound to sorta "reply" and everytime I do so, she'll crack up.

She's making a fool out of me.

Oh, we went to buy some finger food for breaking fast at Serangoon the other day. Whilst happily sitting in my arms she turned to me, put on this serious expression and said;

"Auntieeee.. Ira want ju-on and kuki-yah."

I went , "Huh?"

I swear she looked pissed that I didn't understand her.

So, she kicked her legs about to indicate that she wants to be let down, ran to the table where the Roti Johns and Popiahs were, pointed to them and shrieked at me...

"JU-ON!! KUKI-AH!!"

Right. Now I getcha, babe.

Next up, new classmates, new modules, new facilitators. (Except for Gina up there.)

So far, class is lively, new mates are funnnnyyyy, facilitators are interesting and are all males, my Web App. facilitator, Ashwin, brings chocolates in, for EVERYONE, EVERYWEEK.

Like, whoaa... I like you already =)

Stuff that's bound for the 26th of this month arrived 13 days too early!

Stone-wash Vintage Issue denim skirt from Fox(which makes two Fox skirts... which I rarely wear).

. Kimono-inspired top from Potpourri(looks similar to the one I have, only that the flower motifs are different).

Bronze and silver "Glam Dangs" from Topshop.

Thanks a million you-know-who-you-guys-&-gals-are.

But really, I'd rather the presents STOP now.

I don't see any reason to celebrate this year.

Usually, I'll start "counting down" the moment the 1st of October starts showing up, but right now... celebrating's the last thing on my mind.

It'll take a tons of truckloads of "Miracle Dust" to turn this year's into a HAPPY Birthday.

On a "brighter note", I'm still sick and I've work tomorrow and Sunday.

Aaaaah... I just "lovelovelove" my life.

*pulls hair*

Did I disappoint you... or let you down, Mr Sim?

Laugh with me so I don't cry.

Live with me so I don't die.

Hold my hand,

Kiss my nose.

Defend me against what life throws.

White Flag x Dido

I came across this today:

"Don't fall in love if it equates to getting hurt;
Don't have high expectations if it equates to acquiring disappointment"

If that's true...
Then, am I in the wrong to still love and have high expectations despite getting hurt and disappointed??

If you don't get hurt, then, you won't treasure love, right?
Its like... after it heals and all... you realise the one single reason why you're still in this thing.
Cos you loved enough.

Despite of how many ex-girlfriends/boyfriends you've had before, no single relationship is ever the same.

You just don't fall for the same sort of person the second time round.
You just don't fall easily,either.
But every single time...
After you felt as if your search is over(for now, or whatever), that one person you thought was the right one would make you fall out of love.


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True love is found...
When you see their flaws...
When you understand their weaknesses...
When you overlook their imperfections...
And somehow...
You still can't live without them.
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Why the emo entry?
I don't know.

I'll still love, though.
Till I strongly feel that I'm beyonddddddddd repair.

I just wish somebody would love me too.

Happy 8th monthsary, Han.

With truckloads of TLC,

Wan Nurulashikin Binte Syed Hussein

=D