another sad entry

Let Me Hold You x Bow Wow

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind

If only you could heal my heart just one more time


Even when I close my eyes

There's an image of your face

And once again I come to realise...

You're a loss I can't replace.

Holy Cow!

Of All The Gin Joints In All The World x Fallout Boy

As I was "cleaning up" my lappie, I found this...and I TOTALLY forgot about it:

My Bollywood Hero

....or the big "Maharaja" as he called himself that day.
Wahaha.

Gosh... We can't do this in poly.

Our crazier days.
I miss them all.

you don't know what the lil things you do can do to me

Behind Blue Eyes x Limp Bizkit

I tried blading today.
Big mistake.
I still haven't mastered the technique of stopping,so,I resorted to crashing into walls.
It hurts but it cracks me up good...not to mention making a fool out of myself in front of my bro.

Monday.

19 December 2005

At approximately 1+ pm, two youths,between the age of 17-18, have been spotted,by approximately 60 people, creating disbelief amongst onlookers at Parco Bugis Junction's fountain.

Caught in the act.As seen by MANY .

Ahaha...It still cracks me up everytime I think bout it.
I still can't believe we REALLY,REALLY did it.

Spent some time in Bugis after that, all the way till evening.
Four Of Us.
Karin, Xuan, Han & Skin.

Around 6+ pm, Xuan was wayyyy too shagged to continue.
He didn't sleep the entire night before...Madness~

Karin & him headed home ...

While Han and me to head fer Citylink and Marina Square to look fer stuff and grab dinner at Marina Square before heading home, at around 8 pm.

And, this boy had to be sooo sweet...Leaving me guilty.
I'll turn up fer soccer...Promise.

That's all fer now, I suppose.
Gathering on the 30th!!
Looking forward to that.

My first thought when I wake up in the morning and my last,before I fall asleep at night.

chain game

Are You Chain Game Enough?

Rules of the game :
1 - Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.

2 - List the names of 5 people who you want next to this and leave the comment, "YOU ARE TAGGED," in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules and more details.

Random Stuffs About Me :
- I f-in love white roses.
- I have a soft spot fer pretty boys in hoodies.
- I've got exactly 21 photo frames around my room filled with pictures of peeps.
- I've always wanted a four poster bed with black drapes.
- I'm a neat freak.My clothes/bags/accessories and stuff are arranged in a colour coded manner/tops with collars/flip flops or sneaks.

(5) People That I Am Going To Tag :
Nur.Nunu.Siti.Eha.Aisya.

weee.

Chapter Four x Avenged Sevenfold

The whole of last week was jam-packed.
Movie,pool and soccer with peeps, early morning b'day celebration with Is' family, surveying sessions with bro and dad's christmas function at his camp.
Yeah yeah...I know, unbelievable right..ME?SOCCER?...not those serious games where you eat each other's dust and kick ass...just a kickabout...I had FUN.

I expected the Christmas function to be BORING...well, it wasn't that bad.
It was held at SAFWOS or SAF Warrant Officer School.
Berets were replaced with Christmas hats, worn by the Servicemen serving us...Woots...
Name me a woman who doesn't appreciate men in uniform?
They were all super enthu and friendly...

AND OMG.

Some of you probably know of my fear fer balloons.

Gosh,we had to play this game where you tie this bloody BIG balloon onto your ankle and you have to run around the room popping other people's balloons, while guarding your own.

I wanted to DIE down there...and we HAD to participate.

You could feel the military atmosphere there,just by the way they talk...
"Ok ladies and gentlemen, the bbq will commence at approximately twenty hundred hours, location north west of the parade square."
SEE?

Random pics taken throughout.

Sis and me upon arrival at SAFWOS hall.

RSM whatshisname and US. Leaving the place already.

Girls of the family at the BBQ.Food was DAMN good.Log cake,Chicken wings, stingray..THE WORKS.

That's it, I guess.

Did I tell you that Michael Buble makes me flyyyy?Ok, he does.

Something my friend told me to think about : "Sometimes we tend to search too far and wide fer something that we WANT, but most of the time what we NEED is right in front of our noses."

its about time.

One More Sad Song x The All American Rejects

Woken up by the sound of drumming right below my floor.
My new neighbour has this son and he probably has a drum set or something in his room...
C'mon seh...It was only what...10+ am.
So, I was kinda pissed.

Drumming in the morning in HDB flats should be made illegal or somethin.

Everton vs West Ham match at 12 a.m.
Man U vs Wigan A match later at 3.55 a.m.
I rather watch the match Man U's playin...
I think...I will.

The song "I Think" is kinda stuck in my head...
Although I don't understand the language..the one line sang in English is ringing in my head.

I think I love you..Cos I miss you...I'm falling fer you...Now I need you.

That one line.

Saw II rocks.Pool rocks.LJS rocks.50% of shoe prices rocks.Outfitter Girl rocks.Church girl brown dress SUCKS.White floral dress rocks.

Papaya Banana Shake...Ahaha...Aiyooo.

Even though I don't support them,Man U better be on form tonight...
If not, I'm giving up on watching soccer.

ader ar

Bleeding Heart x Acceptance

Just got home a half hour ago...
Went to Bras Basah Complex to survey fer books and electric guitars with my kid bro.
There's a whole lotttttttt of damn nice guitars,drums,flutes...almost every instrument.
Needless to say, he fell in love with this black guitar...Not bad la.
$700+...

The sales people there are damn friendly seh.

This Chinese street looking guy came to assist us...

He's super vulgar,I tell you.So,it was lyk talking to an old friend.

And his hair covered 95.43654% of his face.

Saw 2 or 3 of my old friends there,trying out the guitars and drum sets.
You can just lyk take down one guitar and pluck it...
See, if you have...what the sales guy said, "Chemistry with the chords."
I promised to sponsor half of the cost if he's really serious about picking up guitar.
In the end, we bought a replacement string fer the string he broke on his guitar.
Ouh ya...
I learnt something new today.
Thanks to Mr. Taufik Bin Yusof.

Sex is like Math

You add the bed

Subtract the clothes

Divide the legs

Leave your solution

And pray you don't multiply!

Ahaha... Aiyooo.

so proud of my dad.

Unholy Confessions x Avenged Sevenfold

Things at home are FINALLY back to normal.
And my parents are flirting with each other again.

Gosh.

Anyways, mum and dad are busybusybusy, preparing fer the 1st of January.
At some big shot hotel that cost them both a good few hundred bucks fer the table.
After a god-knew-how-long course, dad's finally getting his promotion.
Up one more scale on the rank ladder.
This tym aroound its different cause mum would be the one donning the rank on his uniform.
Cool seh...So, its like COMS ball all over again.Only of MORE IMPORTANCE.
Formalities and all that nonsense.

Ouh ya, he has to recite this pledge with the new batch of Warrant Officers.
He said it sooo many times that I ACCIDENTALLY memorised it.

Something like this:

We, the newly promoted Warrant Officers,
Do sincerely pledge that,
We will uphold the image of the Warrant Officers' corps,
With pride,honour & intergrity
We will always be sterling in our profession
And accomplish all missions successfully.
We will uphold the SAF core values,
By showing unyielding fighting spirit
And demonstrating unsurpassed leadership to our men.
We will always be loyal to the SAF
and the Republic of Singapore.

Ehem..Ahaha.
First day, I still can tahan.
Three days later, I find myself reciting it to myself while watching tv...
I can't wait fer it all to end..
Mum is like busy going to boutiques to find the "perfect evening outfit" fer the event.
Tsk...they're oh-so-excited.

At least I get one good thing out of this.

Promotion = Raise in salary = Raise in MY ALLOWANCE

Yes ar.

Dad's camp having a Christmas function on the 16th of December...at Safti MI...its a MUST to come...if a family member doesn't turn up,we must provide them with a GENUINE letter of explanation...sheesh.

And cousie...

Just to state my point...

I would NEVER EVER EVER EVER:

Hunnie-Bunnie-Sugar-Bugar-Cookie-Lips-Pumpkin-Pie-Honey-Bunch-Sweetie-Cupcake-Tootsie- Roll-Lolly-Darling-Choco-Baby with my boyfriend..

IF I WAS to have one that is...

Its plain freaky.

And it just sounds wrong.

I WANT!!!

Bleed American x Jimmy Eat World

I won't believe in Santa till HE GETS ME THIS:

Motorola Razor PINK.

Its damn ex seh...and my kid bro wants the new XBOX 360...which I hefta say is super super sleek and cool.

Okok...REAL wishlist (which I have to save fer by MYSELF...hmmph):

1) All Blacks top from Adidas - $59
2) Puma tote from Puma - $39
or
2) Le Coq Sportif tote from Check - $39
3) Gola ballet pumps from Stadium - $69
4) Nike Drift "burn-rubber" ballet pumps from Nike - $159 (+ free Nike tote)
5) Volcom wallet from Flash & Splash - below $50
6) One sling postman back pack from Bugis - $49
7) Famous Stars & Straps "Dancing the Blues in My Red Suede Shoes" Tee from Image - $69
8) Army green button downs from Topshop - $49

I know its a lot...BUT...I want them...Top priority...the Volcom wallet and the All Blacks top...
Had my eye on them for way tooooo long...Those are NEEDS...

The rest are WANTS.

Hehs, I gotta stop doing this...its burning a hole in my allowance.

Ouh ya...
KHAIRUL!!
Hisham asked how come you aren't behind bars yet?

I'm still sick and I just realised that I'm addicted to bananas and strawberries.
I need more.. They're darn yummy can...

To You My Gerl.

My Heart Your Hands x From First To Last

This post is going out to this one super special soul in my life.

`The one that's been there fer me all this time.
`The one that sends me loooong email messages, ranting to each other bout life & problems.
`The one that went to Sentosa with me on a Monday at 10 am in the morning.
`The one that gave me 3 White roses fer my 16th birthday.
`The one that I worked at Seoul Garden & Breeks & Breeks Cafe with.
`The one that ran to my class to comfort and hug me when I needed someone.
`The one that fried eggs with my mother in my kitchen after skool.
`The one that never fails to hug and kiss my mum during Hari Raya visits.
`The one that cries whenever we meet up after months of not meeting up.
`The one that did self piercing.
`The one that is punk crazy.
`The one that gave me a heart on my birthday cause she knows i ADORE hearts.
`The one that calls me Laling Sunshine/Kin.
`The one that looks out fer me lyk an older sis.

`The one who people mistook fer as my sister.
`The one that went on a shopping spree with me with nothing but our Nets card and went back to my place with 8 shopping bags per person.
`The one that hanged out with me and my then bf at Khatib even though she had something on.
`The one I tricked into riding the entire monorail ride at Sentosa fer almost half an hour when we could have gotten there in 5 minutes.
`The one that showered with me at Sentosa's toilet.
`The one that has similar undies with me.
`The one that has an entire folder of her pictures and I in my lappie.
`The one that saw me through bad relationships and problems.
`The one that always brings her digicam along whenever the both of go out and takes hundreds of pics.
`The one that makes honey coated sausages when she knows she's meeting me in the morning.
`The one that calls me crazy cos I never get angry or pissed when people does shit to me.
`The one that shared the line "Mrs _____s,walk with pride.", cause we had bfs of the same name.Almost happened twice. =)
`The one that has an entire shelf totally dedicated to her stuff and pictures in my room.
`The one who wants to have a joint baby shower and wedding with me.
`The one who says I'm the only one who can stand Khairul.
`The one who'll know when there's something real wrong with me.
`The one who I just finished crying on the phone to mere hours ago.
`The one who cries with me when I cry.
`The one who'll still be there fer me even though she has her own problems.
`The one who wants to take a bike licence so we can go on an islandwide shopping trip.
`The one I know I can count on.

Sentosa Madness before breakfast.

15. My 15th B'dae at Seoul Garden.

After work, on the way to shop at Nike's boutique.

We got to ride the entire monorail ride before it officially closed down.

Finally 17. My 17th b'dae at Swensens.

Nur.

My girlie.My bestie.My sister(when i need one).

Thanks ain't enough.

Shud I?

Waiting x Green Day

I still feel sian and sick.

Urgh.

Something really weird and awkward happened at skool todae.

Pam and I was accompanying Iffa to go to Tower South during second breakout...

When I noticed a familiar face...And she seemed to notice I was familiar too..

The next thing I knew...

I was looking at my ex's ex...

In the same school...

Standing in front of me.

We were with the same guy..

Who happened to be with me when he was still with her...

Get it?

Damn weird....

She said, "Shikin right?"

But she didn't look pissed or whatever...Just...lyk paiseh

Which was EXACTLY what I felt at that very moment.

So, I smiled and nodded....

Damn awkward seh.

Anyways

The hols are FINALLY HERE!

Yes ar...1 whole month away from shitty modules and facs.

But I'll miss the peeps...Lyf's gonna be damn dull.

But got things to look forward to.. such as...

Pam's Christmas & New Year Party.

Sending Iwan to serve the Nation...*sobs.

Shopping trips with peeps.

AXN's having gore and horror movie marathons on Friday nights.

Farhana got lobang fer work at Escape Theme Park...

Should I!?

Man the rides and tickets and all that sorta nonsense.

I feel lyk..But then again, what about my kids?

I mean my tutoring students lar...

I dunno ar...

Susanna also has got lobang fer Flash & Splash.

FLASH & SPLASH SEH!

Basic pay of $950 + commission of $250

*counts...

$1.2 k!

Sial ar...I hefta go think first ar..I need to set my priorities straight...

Ouh ya.

An advanced MERRY X'MAS!

We look damn kuku...I know...It happens.

Felt lyk a bunch of tourists on the loose.

Heck...IT WAS NICE.

and Karin & I LOVEEE robotic dogs and elephants!

*something new I learnt today:

Never Regret To Have What Made You Once Smile Even Though You Cry About It Everyday Now.

yays!

Melt With You x Mest

Another day in RP...typical..as usual and... as per normal.

But...the best thing today is that even though we're doing computing my team is supposed to do a skit/drama..yar...VB DRAMA...

Example of our script....

Private Sub example2(...)Handles lblA MouseUp

Shikin sits down

LAME...but better than dealing with VB codes ryte...

I'll choose drama over programming any day.

Sky High is nice!!

And to think that was the last movie on my movies-i'm-dying-to-watch list.

It's worth watching lar...

Life's somewhat getting better.

Got peeps to thank that for...

Things at home getting better too.

And at skool too...yar...finally seys.

After all that shit I've been thru...*phew.

Our Class Mascot

Eric OMG.

1 MORE DAY AND WE'RE OUTTA HERE.

Ouh ya,I learnt a new thing..

Ehem....

Keeping true love silent, is the quickest route to a heavy heart.

Wah seh.Damn Deep.

There you go...Now, go and reflect.

Life's good when you know how to make the best out of the shittiest stuff.

Lyk wat dear Han-ey said.

"THIS IS SHITTY!!"