Cupid's Chokehold x Gym Class Heroes

i'm so damn worried.

so many "WHAT IF'S"
so little reassurances...

Your Boyfriend Sucks x The Ataris

I'm feeling sick-ish.
Han too.

nagging conscience says:
See la.
Go get yourselves caught in the rain some more la.

Pffft.

head's sooo heavyyyy...

Another Perfect Day x American Hi-Fi

Hi!! *flashes a megawatt grin*

How are you doing?
Heh.
I'm great, actually =)

Gotta go buy Bubblegum's food later on.
Nasty crickets that keep escaping from the tank.
But Bubblegum loves them.

I think Bubblegum's getting over its habit of hiding when I turn the tank lights on.
It stares back at me now when I turn on the "Sun" and stare at it, the first thing when I wake up in the morning.
That takes courage... considering I look like a disaster when I roll out of bed.
And it's no longer hiding in that tiny space... at the back of the tank.
Or maybe its because it can no longer squeeze itself in without looking like a piece of chewed up chewing gum being squished by someone's finger.

Han doesn't seem to like Bubblegum very much though.
Every time he comes over and looks into the tank and spots it, he'll go,
"Hello, twat..."
Or when he can't find it, he'll ask,
"Where's that twat?"

-_-

Moving away from the topic of my adorable pet...
Gonna have to drag my ass back to campus this Friday.
For that visit to the Eurasian Association at friggin 10.10 a.m.
Urghhh.

Then, on Monday...
The boy and I are going to finally, finally meet up with Germs for some long-overdued catching up, lounging on comfy couches and exchanging of souvenirs from Thailand (from Han & I) and I think she went to Hong Kong or something.
Supposedly, she was going to fly off to Bangkok this Saturday, but the bird flu thing put her off the idea.
I miss Thailand =(

Finally, next weekend.
I'm going to drop by the red dot museum.
For their MAAD market!
Came across the publicity done for it and saw a lot of great looking one-off pieces like tees, sneakers, photography pieces and whatnot done by local artists.
They take the opportunity to showcase and sell their stuff at the MAAD market.
No one in the streets is going to have the same stuff as you.
Cool shit.
Eeshaun's one of them too =)

And lastly, next time we go out pleasepleaseplease don't feed me anything that contains cheese.

I get extremely hyper and my manners go out the window.
Hah.
I look like a berserk cheese deprived bitch.

Right.
Gotta run and get crickets for my baby.

Fraggle Rock x Allister

So stressed up.
Urgh.

Hah.
Life's a joke.

No, seriously.
Okay,fine.

MY life's a joke.

I Try x Macy Gray

Dear God,

Please make me force myself to wake up when I hear my alarm go off at 8.30 a.m. tomorrow.
Please take away this unwillingness to drag myself out of bed from me so that I can have a good swim at the pool again.
Please don't let the boy talk me into having fast food for lunch after the workout.

And please please please take away this dreadfully small but superbly painful pimple on my nose where my nose stud used to be.
I promise to never,ever,ever pierce my nose again.
I was 15, stupid and rebellious.

Thank you.

Grand Theft Autumn x Fall Out Boy

Finally finally finally, the boy and I went to catch 300.
Oh My Holy God.

300's Official Movie Site

We caught it at The Grand Cathay and needless to say with the THX surround sound and the digital format used for the movie in the theater, it left a mammoth sized impression on me.

It was awesomeeeeeeeee.
Go catch it!!!!

And oh, side note to Han...

I found a site that ships that kick-ass Immortal Mask *does a happy jig*

She's Madonna x Robbie Williams

Life's been pretty damn near flawless lately.
FINALLY, everything's beginning to steer in the right direction.

Everything meaning...
Family & friends wise...
Financially wise...
Academically wise...
and Love wise...

A big, fat, happy grin to that =)

Semester 2's results are out.
I'm ecstatic =D
Have to up my GPA grades a bit though, if I'm seriously thinking of pursuing a few more years in this dreaded field called "Studying", in an institution called the "University", if I want to attain this slip of paper called a "Degree" once that part of my life is over and done with.

Lastly, on a side note, I really miss Marquee...
A whole lot.
Truckloads full.
Last time I saw EVERY SINGLE ONE of you was during our exhibition at The Pharos...


Oh! Doorbell's ringing!
Now, wonder who that could be... *grins*

This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race x Fall Out Boy

i love your complete lack of grasp of the fundamental points of logical thoughts.

That's So You x The Rocket Summer

I want to introduce you all to....

Bubblegum
Scientific name : Polypedates leucomystax

My new roomie.
Who's territory is a nicely scaped, big tank on my desk.

Does extremely cool Batman impersonations when looking for food at night.

The only thing that's holding me back from picking it out from it's tank and giving it a hug is... that fear of squishing it to death with my thumb.

Yes, it's a very small frog.

Putra Rifqy Luelza Bin Mohd. Zamilreza

Turned 7 days old as of today =)

That makes... 9 nephews and nieces.
Oh, another nephew's along the way.

Due on the 20th of this month =)

Sim Beng Han

I'd spent a year with this boy as of yesterday =)

Lovely lunch
Kick-ass movie = Letters from Iwo Jima
Origami flowers.
Red packet.
Wired hearts.
A single baby sock.
Late night lit up scented candles.
Notes.
Letters.
Cards.
Photographs

and truckloads of love.

i'm one very happy human being

Beautiful Ones x Suede

31536000 seconds.525600 minutes.8760 hours.365 days.48 weeks.12 months.1 year

you & me.

words so tender
I surrender
to this feeling
so true
my affirmation
my inspiration
darling,I have been blessed with you.

loveyou.youshouldalreadyknowthat =)

credits(for picture & edits): Karin & Lamms =)

You're Not Alone x Saosin

i've got a great boyfriend.
i've finally went swimming.
i've finally went running.
i've finally bought that darn WaveHoop and got down to hula hooping in front of the set.
i've finally shed some weight.

i've got stuff to look forward to on weekends.
i wake up to sweet messages or phone calls.
i've got too many mandarin oranges in the fridge.
i've got a fab looking frog tank on my desk.
i've got back most of my songs in my notebook.
i've got keropok in the kitchen.

i've got a mum who insists to tip me whenever i do housework (unnecessary yes, but it's moneyyyy).
i'm on a 2 months long break.
i've completed CE.
i'm a paragraph away from completing PP.

i know how to swear.
i know that everything in the wardrobe is colour coded.
i know i've still got 3 pairs of shoes i've yet to wear.

and i still don't understand why i feel so gawd damn pathetic.

Alas, I can't sleep.


Need more bike rides... nooooow.


Oh.
And more Han too, pretty please.


Urghhh. *sinks into deprived and depressed mode*

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl x Good Charlotte

No, I didn't celebrate Valentine's with Han this year =)

It was a low-key, inexpensive day out with the boy instead.

Anticipated a visit to an exhibition at the Esplanade once again.
Too bad the "Jendela" space was still under works.
I made him that frame.
Heh *proud grin*
Inside it says, "The One Thing I'd Be Willing To Die For".

It's for your new room, bee =D

And that boy HAD to do the one thing I told him NOT to do that day...
Which was to buy me flowers...when I rushed to the Ladies for five mere minutes =/

Darn scheming-"Flowers-for-the-lady?" woman.
It's daylight robbery, I tell ya!!!!
*waves fist furiously*


And apparently, he's proven to have suffered from an overdose of Prison Break II.
He did that "Scoffield left a message for Sarah on a paper crane thing".

Interesting message, love =)

And lastly, he somewhat proved himself worthy of being a student from the School of Technology for the Arts by making a nice little piece for me.

Haha.

Yes, Han...

You rock my world =)

Now, don't kill me for putting this photo up.

Vindicated x Dashboard Confessional

I miss Bangkok.
I miss THAILAND.As much as I loved the slow pace life in the village, the Bangkok stop was an absolutely perfect way to wrap up the trip.
The shopping there... MAI PENG!!!
$(Sing)450 spent there can get me so much more than $450 spent here.
In 2 days, I saw it all melt away =)

And and and...
How can I forget that night at Lava in Khaosan!!
That little impromptu ladies's night out.
The night life there is so... happening...
Okay,well, not really "night life" considering they all close at 1 a.m because of the raids... pfft.
But point is... it was worth that little cab ride from Pratunam to Khaosan =)


Oh, well.
Till next time, then...

Sawatdeekah.

How to Touch A Girl x Jojo

My life is soooo mundane.

Where iz zee zest?!
Brrring it back.

Lord.
I've absolutely no life.
YUP.

Zilch.

Last time I checked, I was immersed in completing that darned PP.

And oh!
To add: NO JOB!

Hence, the equation:
No life + (No job + No money) + No zest + No events = I feel like Anna Nicole Smith.

Which would be great, considering she's got fab pom-poms.
But point is, she's dead.

And that's how I feel, people.

DEAD.

URGHHHH.

Frust-traaaaaaa-teenggggg.

I need excitement.

Oooh.

Excite me...
Excite me, excite you, excite me.

Okay.
You know what?
This is getting bimbotic.

Right.
So, here are the naked pictures of myself I took in the shower the other day.








yea balls.










BAH!

Just So You Know x Jesse McCartney

Marquee's in @LOUD =)

That's So You x The Rocket Summer

I want to introduce you all to...
Bubblegum.
Scientific name : Polypedates leucomystax

My new roomie =)
Nicely landscaped, big home, on my desk... for an extremely small frog.

Does extremely cool Batman impersonations when looking for food at night.

The only thing that's holding me back from picking it out from it's tank and giving it a hug; is the fear of squishing it with my thumb.

Putra Rifqy Luelza Bin Mohd. Zamilreza

Turned 7 days old as of today =)

That makes 9 nephews and nieces.
Oh, one more along the way, a nephew too...
Due on the 20th of this month =)

Sim Beng Han

I'd spent one year with him as of yesterday.

A lovely lunch.
Kick-ass movie = Letters from Iwo Jima
Origami flowers.
Red packets.
Wired hearts.
A baby sock.
Cards.
Letters.
Pictures.
Late night lighted scented candles.

and truckloads of love.

i'm one happy human being *grins*

That's So You x The Rocket Summer

I want to introduce you all to....


Bubblegum
Scientific name : Polypedates leucomystax

My new roomie.
Who's territory is a nicely scaped, big tank on my desk.

Does extremely cool Batman impersonations when looking for food at night.

The only thing that's holding me back from picking it out from it's tank and giving it a hug is... that fear of squishing it to death with my thumb.

Yes, it's a very small frog.


Putra Rifqy Luelza Bin Mohd. Zamilreza

Turned 7 days old as of today =)

That makes... 9 nephews and nieces.
Oh, another nephew's along the way.

Due on the 20th of this month =)


Sim Beng Han

I'd spent a year with this boy as of yesterday =)

Lovely lunch
Kick-ass movie = Letters from Iwo Jima
Orgami flowers.
Red packet.
Wired hearts.
A single baby sock.
Notes.
Letters.
Cards.
Pictures

and truckloads of love.

i'm one very happy human being.

Face Down x The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Don't even ask what this is about.
Not gonna get an answer from me. Period.

I understand. Really.
Because... I know exactly how he must have felt.
When you don't know what's wrong... and you don't know how to save it.
And everyday, you play with thoughts of having the person next to you, telling you that everything's going to be alright and that you're both in this together.
But all you can do, is wait...


Extracted from Mike Gayle's novel, "Dinner for Two":


'I wake up everyday and you're not there. I come home feeling empty because you're not there. I sit alone at home feeling desperate for you to hold me and tell me everything's going to be all right. Thing is, you're my heart and lungs. You're everything to me. And what hurts is that I know I used to be everything to you.'


Used to.

So this time around, the boy decided HE wanted to the "month-sary" piece.

Lyrics taken from my ultra-fave Snow Patrol song, Run.

And thanks for the "secret message" in the piece too, love.

Nonetheless, it's my turn to have my say:

*ahem*

Han,

1st of February '07 was supposed to be our 12th month... our 1st year...

But, shit happened... setting us one month back.

And unfortunately for us, shit would continue to happen for God knows how long.

Point is, there's certain things/people that life throws at us, to test the strength of this relationship.

And count on me to be there for you, no matter what...

Just don't give up on trying again.

This is all I'm asking of you.

love you...

Skin