You.

Even as I'm overwhelmed with work in the office, thoughts of you fill my mind and I can't help but to just smile, believe and have trust. And its times like this where I find myself longing for nothing more than to breathe in your familiar scent and feel your warmth, the very things that provide me with the greatest comfort in the world.

The ups and downs, they're part and parcel of this journey. Tears that flowed, laughter that bounced off the walls and the things we've shared, only we know what they meant.

I wanna quit being negative and enjoy what we have, milk our time together for what its worth. I don't wanna regret anything, anymore.

I wanna grow old with you and enjoy our time together.

I wanna keep growing alongside you - since when we were 17 year old classmates to when you're a white haired, singlet wearing apek and I'm a tudung wearing, baju kurung clad makcik (with a clutch clamped tight under my right armpit).

I wanna grow old with you, lace our wrinkly hands together and whisper into your ear 50 years from now that, "We made it."

Its you or no one else for me.

If its in God's will.

I can only pray that you feel the same way about me too.