You're Not Alone x Saosin

i've got a great boyfriend.
i've finally went swimming.
i've finally went running.
i've finally bought that darn WaveHoop and got down to hula hooping in front of the set.
i've finally shed some weight.

i've got stuff to look forward to on weekends.
i wake up to sweet messages or phone calls.
i've got too many mandarin oranges in the fridge.
i've got a fab looking frog tank on my desk.
i've got back most of my songs in my notebook.
i've got keropok in the kitchen.

i've got a mum who insists to tip me whenever i do housework (unnecessary yes, but it's moneyyyy).
i'm on a 2 months long break.
i've completed CE.
i'm a paragraph away from completing PP.

i know how to swear.
i know that everything in the wardrobe is colour coded.
i know i've still got 3 pairs of shoes i've yet to wear.

and i still don't understand why i feel so gawd damn pathetic.

Alas, I can't sleep.


Need more bike rides... nooooow.


Oh.
And more Han too, pretty please.


Urghhh. *sinks into deprived and depressed mode*

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl x Good Charlotte

No, I didn't celebrate Valentine's with Han this year =)

It was a low-key, inexpensive day out with the boy instead.

Anticipated a visit to an exhibition at the Esplanade once again.
Too bad the "Jendela" space was still under works.
I made him that frame.
Heh *proud grin*
Inside it says, "The One Thing I'd Be Willing To Die For".

It's for your new room, bee =D

And that boy HAD to do the one thing I told him NOT to do that day...
Which was to buy me flowers...when I rushed to the Ladies for five mere minutes =/

Darn scheming-"Flowers-for-the-lady?" woman.
It's daylight robbery, I tell ya!!!!
*waves fist furiously*


And apparently, he's proven to have suffered from an overdose of Prison Break II.
He did that "Scoffield left a message for Sarah on a paper crane thing".

Interesting message, love =)

And lastly, he somewhat proved himself worthy of being a student from the School of Technology for the Arts by making a nice little piece for me.

Haha.

Yes, Han...

You rock my world =)

Now, don't kill me for putting this photo up.

Vindicated x Dashboard Confessional

I miss Bangkok.
I miss THAILAND.As much as I loved the slow pace life in the village, the Bangkok stop was an absolutely perfect way to wrap up the trip.
The shopping there... MAI PENG!!!
$(Sing)450 spent there can get me so much more than $450 spent here.
In 2 days, I saw it all melt away =)

And and and...
How can I forget that night at Lava in Khaosan!!
That little impromptu ladies's night out.
The night life there is so... happening...
Okay,well, not really "night life" considering they all close at 1 a.m because of the raids... pfft.
But point is... it was worth that little cab ride from Pratunam to Khaosan =)


Oh, well.
Till next time, then...

Sawatdeekah.

How to Touch A Girl x Jojo

My life is soooo mundane.

Where iz zee zest?!
Brrring it back.

Lord.
I've absolutely no life.
YUP.

Zilch.

Last time I checked, I was immersed in completing that darned PP.

And oh!
To add: NO JOB!

Hence, the equation:
No life + (No job + No money) + No zest + No events = I feel like Anna Nicole Smith.

Which would be great, considering she's got fab pom-poms.
But point is, she's dead.

And that's how I feel, people.

DEAD.

URGHHHH.

Frust-traaaaaaa-teenggggg.

I need excitement.

Oooh.

Excite me...
Excite me, excite you, excite me.

Okay.
You know what?
This is getting bimbotic.

Right.
So, here are the naked pictures of myself I took in the shower the other day.








yea balls.










BAH!

Just So You Know x Jesse McCartney

Marquee's in @LOUD =)

That's So You x The Rocket Summer

I want to introduce you all to...
Bubblegum.
Scientific name : Polypedates leucomystax

My new roomie =)
Nicely landscaped, big home, on my desk... for an extremely small frog.

Does extremely cool Batman impersonations when looking for food at night.

The only thing that's holding me back from picking it out from it's tank and giving it a hug; is the fear of squishing it with my thumb.

Putra Rifqy Luelza Bin Mohd. Zamilreza

Turned 7 days old as of today =)

That makes 9 nephews and nieces.
Oh, one more along the way, a nephew too...
Due on the 20th of this month =)

Sim Beng Han

I'd spent one year with him as of yesterday.

A lovely lunch.
Kick-ass movie = Letters from Iwo Jima
Origami flowers.
Red packets.
Wired hearts.
A baby sock.
Cards.
Letters.
Pictures.
Late night lighted scented candles.

and truckloads of love.

i'm one happy human being *grins*

That's So You x The Rocket Summer

I want to introduce you all to....


Bubblegum
Scientific name : Polypedates leucomystax

My new roomie.
Who's territory is a nicely scaped, big tank on my desk.

Does extremely cool Batman impersonations when looking for food at night.

The only thing that's holding me back from picking it out from it's tank and giving it a hug is... that fear of squishing it to death with my thumb.

Yes, it's a very small frog.


Putra Rifqy Luelza Bin Mohd. Zamilreza

Turned 7 days old as of today =)

That makes... 9 nephews and nieces.
Oh, another nephew's along the way.

Due on the 20th of this month =)


Sim Beng Han

I'd spent a year with this boy as of yesterday =)

Lovely lunch
Kick-ass movie = Letters from Iwo Jima
Orgami flowers.
Red packet.
Wired hearts.
A single baby sock.
Notes.
Letters.
Cards.
Pictures

and truckloads of love.

i'm one very happy human being.

Face Down x The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Don't even ask what this is about.
Not gonna get an answer from me. Period.

I understand. Really.
Because... I know exactly how he must have felt.
When you don't know what's wrong... and you don't know how to save it.
And everyday, you play with thoughts of having the person next to you, telling you that everything's going to be alright and that you're both in this together.
But all you can do, is wait...


Extracted from Mike Gayle's novel, "Dinner for Two":


'I wake up everyday and you're not there. I come home feeling empty because you're not there. I sit alone at home feeling desperate for you to hold me and tell me everything's going to be all right. Thing is, you're my heart and lungs. You're everything to me. And what hurts is that I know I used to be everything to you.'


Used to.

So this time around, the boy decided HE wanted to the "month-sary" piece.

Lyrics taken from my ultra-fave Snow Patrol song, Run.

And thanks for the "secret message" in the piece too, love.

Nonetheless, it's my turn to have my say:

*ahem*

Han,

1st of February '07 was supposed to be our 12th month... our 1st year...

But, shit happened... setting us one month back.

And unfortunately for us, shit would continue to happen for God knows how long.

Point is, there's certain things/people that life throws at us, to test the strength of this relationship.

And count on me to be there for you, no matter what...

Just don't give up on trying again.

This is all I'm asking of you.

love you...

Skin