Fer the one who's always been there...

To share everything...
The ups and the downs.
The good and the bad.
The delicious and the disgusting.

To make everything...
A hella lot easier
A hella lot fun-ner
And of cos...a hella lot more lovable and memorable

To ensure that I...
Have someone to fall back on.
Have someone to instill faith in doubtful moments.
Have someone to go with wherever I'm heading for.

Fer all your lame/wise cracks, the nonsense(sssssss), the laughters, the pokes in the ribs, the "you're goin down,sucker!" arm lock moments(... and if I were to list it all... I won't know where to stop.)
...I thank you and wish you all the best in the many years to come.

Happy 18th Birthday,luv.

Don't You Get It?

Dad's division told him to be on standby.
They're gonna send the Singapore troops as peacekeepers to help the situation in Dili,East Timor.

An article I chanced upon today;about the situation in Dili:

Youths armed with parangs and wooden clubs guarded their surroundings late last night as the confrontations between the goverment soldiers and protestors pursued on.
Yesterday,commando troops from Australia arrived in Dili's capital to help restore peace.
Canberra is expected to send 1,300 soldiers, whereas troops from New Zealand, Malaysia and Portugal are expected to arrive in a few days' time...

That's a whole lot of troops needed to restore peace in such a small country, isn't it?
Truth is, I don't want him to go.
What if he doesn't make it back?
What if some deranged ass of a protestor hacks him?!
Ok.Maybe I'm being a tad over dramatic here.
Yes, like he said, it hasn't been confirmed but come on, I cry when he flies to Brunei to train in the jungles there. This is way worst than training in lush terrains.

He told me its part of the job. If it's all confirmed, like he said "I die die have to go".

Watching CNA doesn't help either. Seeing armed troops and outraged protestors come together isn't a pretty sight. It scares the shit out of me.

Don't you get it?
I don't want you to go.

Non-Toxic x SR-71

I wonder if they'll ever understand.
If they could keep a mind open enough; to let loose just a wee bit of the "precints" that we both knew existed, even before we devoted ourselves into this.

Inserted the movie into the DVD rom of my laptop...and as I watched the scences flicker on the screen...I'm reminded of the situation I'm in.
It's exactly the same.

She asked me, "Why?"
I didn't know what to say, whether she'll hold against me; whatever I'm about to say in the next few seconds.
I reacted with an answer I knew she wasn't expecting.
And I knew, she realised exactly how serious I was about this when she looked into my eyes.

What's so difficult?
Just like that line in the show

What's the point of Love existing if we believe in boundaries?

I'll prove to them that for once, I'm sure this thing here, is exactly what I need and NOT what I want.



That's two freakingly-gargantously-immensely different words with wayyyyyyyy different meanings.

If All Else Fails x Matchbook Romance

Java lessons always rock.
And I guess my class is kinda forming one huge 25 pax bond.
I'm glad =)

Azure (pronounced A-zu-ree) stuck out like a sore thumb. In bright orange. Being the only non-blacked person for the day. He forgot.*rolls eyes*

The moments worth remembering. I think.

Willie Lyou

Who smiles/grins/laughs 24/7 except for when taking photos.

The point of the day where we stopped acting our age.

E35N All Blacked.

And NO, I didn't do any peace signs. That sideways one is Gina's.I just grinned...

And we're gonna go all red next.

And all she said was...

Be careful when you give your heart to someone...
Cos you're not only giving them the power to Love you
But the power to take that away from you as well.

You Know How I Do x Taking Back Sunday

This sorta "Random Survey/Questionare" thingy can be so irritating.
Till I find a freaking interesting one, this would be the last in a LOOOOOOOOOOONG time.

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1) My uncle once told me:- that I'll grow up to have long,curly ringlets.

2) Never in my life have I :- I thought I'll date a Chinese guy.

3) The one person in my life who can drive me nuts is:- my Mama, when she wakes me up, by switching off the aircon/ceiling fan so that it gets real stuffy,causing me to wake. EVIL.

4) High school is/was:- when I was labeled "Loanshark" for becoming Class Treasurer.

5) When I'm nervous: I need to go to the loo.Or I'll play with my bracelet.Or my lower lip would quiver, which happened during that Chess tournament in primary school

6) The last time I cried was:- at Orchard MRT station.

7) If I were to get married right now, mybridemaids/groomsmen would be:- Pamela Chua in a bridesmaid gown (with extra frills).

8)My hair:- is the longest its been in 3 years.

9) When i was 5:- I took an army plane with my mum and baby bro to Brunei to visit my dad who was training in Temburong Jungle.

10) Last christmas eve:- I had a "rehearsal" at the Function Hall for a cousin's wedding.

11)When I turn my head left, I see:- my green Nike and hot pink + black Billabong mesh caps, hanged.

12) When I turn my head right, I see:- my pink wooden built-in wardrobe.

13)When I look down,I see:- my feet crossed legged on my bed,in a pair of soft pink shorts.

14) The craziest recent event/moment was/is:- with Benghan on the walk home to Woodlands MRT just now, where we screamed a lot. Oklar, where I screamed alot.

15) If i was a character on 'Friends', i'd be:- that girl who works at the downtown Cafe, so I can have as many Brownies with No Nuts as I wanna.

16) By this time next year:- I'll still be stealing wireless, like this very moment.

17) I have a hard time understanding:- the existence of Tiko Monsters. And oh, the opposite sex. Complicated creatures,man.

18) One time at a family gathering:- we all gathered at my place to watch Man U vs Chelsea, eating Indian Rojak

19) You know I "like" you if:- I can't look you in the eyes when I talk to you... and try to avoid you, cos I'm afraid I might give you the vibe that I fancy you.

20) If i won an award, the first person I'd thank is:- God, undoubtedly.

21) My ideal breakfast is:- to hear the voice of someone I've missed all night long.

22) If you visit my hometown:- don't call me to take you for a spin. I'm super rubbish with directions. I got lost taking a bus to town.

23) Where do you plan to visit anytime soon:- New Zealand!! I WANNA BUNGEE!!

25) I'd stop my wedding if:- I found kinky lingerie on his bedroom floor after his Bachelor Party.

26) The world could do without:- Jiaxuan rubbing two metal utensils against each other.

27)Most recent thing you've bought:- Army green trumpet skirt

28) Most recent thing someone else bought for you:- My tertiary bus concession stamp. Pathetic, I know. No one buys me stuff lor ='(

29) My favourite time of the day is- when the fac says, "Ok, I'm gonna release the quiz and rj now."
Skool's OUT!

30) My favourite store is:- Any shop that's stocked high with Chocolatey goodness, stores selling cheap but sexyyy heels, stores with cute flip flops.

31) My favourite ringtone:- is mine, VIBRATION. It doesn't disturb ANYONE.

32) And by the way:- I need to stretch my legs cos it has that "Thousand ants crawling all around it" feeling.

33) The last time I was high:- was when I couldn't stop laughin watchin "Spongebob" with baby sis

34) The person who I last spoke to, told me: - to not make plans tomorrow, cos the family's going out.

35) Once when i took a cab:- the driver said that most Malay girls nowadays like to "Open Leg" (which freaked me out fer awhile, I tell ya)..but he charged me half the price on the meter =D

36) Last night:- I forgot to turn on the "Sleep" function of the aircon, I woke up curled up like a prawn, trying to fight the cold

37) There is this guy:- who lives directly under my room and owns a drum set. He wakes me up early on Saturdays. ASS

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DONE.

Looonggg weekend = A very sleep fulfilled Shikin.

Why is a building called a "Building" when the building is already built?

I Want You To Want Me x NOFX

Blogger, meet the new skin.
Very simple, but I wanna move away from colours and the hustle & bustle of patterns.
So TA-DA!!
Gives me solace and serenity.

I've mugged for tomorrow's Object-Oriented Programming UT.
Have YOU!?

And I shall resume this entry with the most horrible candid picture of the millenium.

OMG. So wrong. Sososo wronggg. The table we were sitting on was falling forward. And we were screaming...and Pam just HAD to snap that moment.

Cracks me up EVERYTIME.

And I swear that only Fana and I are sane in the UMNOS.

Those two?! Nowhere near sane. Let's see them in action through photos,yeah?

Exhibit A.

Notice how normal the rest are.

Exhibit B

After too much fried Mars bars, their condition gets critical.

Exhibit C

STAY AWAY AT ALL COSTS!!

Maybe I just miss my girls too much.

The good ol' UMNOs days...when they know that:

"Take a walk" means walking past hmm-hmm's class.Teh Peng everyday without fail. Toilet breaks every few hours. Camwhoring at every chance. Trips to Puncak. Fahm & Iffa's "Open mouth ar!!". Sharing sessions with Iffa. Hindi fever with Fahm. Mats oogling with Fana.

Aaaiyooo.Give 'em back to me.

Pretty In Punk x Fall Out Boy

And so, here we are...in this cold excuse for a classroom.
Ppppffft.
We're currently stucked with the horror of facing MySQL and trying our very bestest to merge the 6 different stylesheets to execute the codes in such a manner that they'll print out all the data as one single spreadsheet.

.....

What nonsense...and I'm doing Business App. here.
hELLO?

Okok, Miss Ayu, I'll do that song thingie...and I've yet to linked you. *paiseh*

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Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
Superstar (Interlude) - Usher
- Wah Seh! You guys really see me as a SUPERSTAR? *beams

Will I have a happy life?
Going Crazy - Natalie
- RIGHT.That sounds REALLYREALLY bad.

What do people really think of me?
You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday
- ...... That HURTS. So, I'm so old news huh. Haish. SAD

Do people secretly lust after me?
Crazy For This Girl - Evan & Jaron
- OHOH! That answers ALOT doesn't it. Ha!

How can I make myself happy?
Candyshop - 50 Cent Feat Olivia
- Is it? There's a double meaning to that song. Hmm...Do i lick LOLLY lollipops...or NON-LOLLY lollipops. Hrmmmm.

What should I do with my life?
My Boy Lollipop - Gerhana Ska Cinta
- OOOHHHH! I've seen the answer to the previous question. *grins

Will I ever have children?
We Are The Champions - Green Day
- So, meaning my future husband and I probably would...right? Gosh. I think. Champions of...? Having manymany kids...OR WHAT?

What is some good advice for me?
Come Home Soon - Pug Jelly
- Great.You sound like Mama nagging. EVERYDAY.Bleah

What is my current theme song is?
Walk Me Home - Mandy Moore
- Somebody walk me home,please. *Rolls eyes

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Bonnie and Clyde - Beyonce & Jay Z
- I promise to give my life and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend~
So that's my theme song,huh? Will do =)

What song will play at my funeral?
Who's That Girl - Eve
- OMG.That's just wrong. I'm dead for gawd's sake. And people don't even know the GOH of the day.TSK.

What type of men/women do you like?
Fuck It - Eamon
- HOHO! I like them to f*** it!? Hrmmm.

What is my day going to be like?
I'll Be Missing You - P Diddy Feat Faith Hill
- Yeah, I'm missing you.

Why am I here?
For Fiona - No Use For A Name
- Who the heck is Fiona?! No Fiona in this class. Thankiewverymuch.

What will people remember me for?
Little Wild One - The Wonders
- I'm not exactly Little, nor am I Wild. One what? =S

What song will be stuck in my head tomorrow?
Mean People Suck - NOFX
- Yesyes. I'll remember that and not be mean.

What will this year be all about?
Black Lung - Rancid
- I'm gonna take up smoking. Hell yeah!



Ok. Some are just plain weird...though I tried my bestest to relate it back to the question.
I have to hustle back and embrace MySQL now.
Pathetic.


My "Enter" tab is in place again.
Kudos to Willie. *pats head

Yeah, Whatever x Splender

There's always that one person that will always have your heart.
You never see it coming cos you're blinded from the start.

Know that you're that one for me..It's clear for everyone to see.

When I look into your eyes...
When I look at you...
I see how you've become a huge part of my everydays.
It overwhelms me sometimes...and that's why I give your hand a tight squeeze at times...
...To ensure me that this is real.
It never fails to tell me it is.

You never fail to tell me it is.

1/4 of a year through,dude. =P

Will you be my Valentine in the coming years to come?

p.s i'm still falling for you